AUTHOR: QueenJoya TITLE: May the Lord Keep Watch... DATE: 4/03/2006 01:05:00 PM ----- BODY:

"May the Lord keep watch between me and thee while we're apart one from another" On March 26th, 2006 My eldest son, My Buddy decided that he was an adult and he could survive on his own and he came to this decision by disrespecting me and not doing what I asked him to do. You see in my house, I provide shelter water electricity gas food clothing aka all of your needs. Now on occassion I have been known to provide several of the folks who reside in my home aka my children, some of their wants based on things like...grades, behavior, and completion of assigned chores. They can even earn extra points on occasion for completing assigned tasks without me telling them to. Now when you get to grown for me to tell you what it is you need to be doing, and when you are to grown to call me and tell me where you will be after school or better yet to grown to come home when I specifically asked you to come home and help with something! then you simply need to be on your own! Plan and simple. I miss my son I love my son I will never stop praying for my son My son is about to learn some hard life lessons. One thing I have learned the hard way is you have to let the young people in your life whom you love and want to protect from the world MAKE MISTAKES. They need to MAKE MISTAKES as hard as it is to watch them make sometimes the same mistakes you made we have to let them. So my son please know that your mother is praying for you and I don't regret hitting you with the baseball bat and if you ever gain enough courage to disrespect me again do know I will beat you from within an inch of your life. That is not a threat it's a promise! I know you read my blog so know that I am thinking about you, I will always be your big momma but you will NEVER reside in my home again but if you need help getting to where you need to be, you know how to get at me. I love you Big Boi YaY!

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