AUTHOR: QueenJoya TITLE: Your seat is Secured...Random Thoughts DATE: 3/10/2006 08:59:00 AM ----- BODY:

Random thought #1 Today is Friday what a pretty day outside....today is Friday Thank You Lord for Fridays. Random thought #2 Why aren't we true to who we are? All Holy and pure on the outside but screwed up on the inside? I mean who are we actually trying to impress? I know we're suppose to assume the upright & holy position but who are we kidding? You can't get any more saved than what you already are! Now to live a life pure and true you must be true to God and yourself, you know what you were like before you got saved, some of us still are like that because it's a purging process. God and only God can rid us of all those bad habits, hangups & baggage we carried with us onboard the Heaven HelpUs Express. So why then do we pretend to have it all together? We know we don't who are we fooling? God? Satan? Ourselves? or the people who look up to us? We're only fooling ourselves because it's only a matter of time before the people we look up to see us for who we are...People with flaws. God knows us! clue: He made US! Satan...hmmm one thing I learned about him is he only messes with folks who are serving God, so if things are smooth sailing and their aren't any turbuliants, bumps, side tracks, and attacks check who ya serving. Ourselves...the mind is a powerful thing it can decide that we are the best thing since candy bars! and We actually believe just that. There's a battle going on right now in our minds ( the earthly realm is at war with the spiritual realm), we must arm ourselves with the word of God we are not the best thing since candy bars! We are humans with flaws and we need direction and inorder for us to win this we must be on the right side of the battle line. Which side are you on? Remember we can't straddle the line, and the battle has already been won! Random thought #3 Why do we surpress the freak in us? Cause we think God is gonna strike us down that's why! Random thought #4 *sigh* What I wouldn't do for some seafood from Cajun's on Broad and Washington in New Orleans....Oh and don't forget about the ice cold Hawaiin punch! (Yall thought I was gonna say beer) Random thought #5 You think if I went in there and smacked applehead God would kick me off the Holy Plane to Heaven...is my seat really that secure? LOL Random thought #6 How did I raise such an ungrateful child? Does the fact that he's not my biological child has anything to do with it? He is so much like his mother until it is scary...I mean I did impart some good things into him but he is definitely HER child. Why does that break my heart so? Random thought #7 Why does my mother think that we (me Larry and Jason) are her personal ATM's? I wonder will she ever see the damage she has done to all three of us? Brother #1 lives like an only child, Brother #2 took to the road driving trucks so he could get away and that leaves me the life line. The "good daughter". *Sigh... Random thought #8 Why did my daddy have to die so young? He had his faults but he was my daddy and I miss him, and people who take their relationships with their father's for granted make my head hurt. Call ya daddy and tell him ya love him! If he was a monster then turn that over to God and don't allow resentment to eat you alive but if you had a good daddy...don't take em for granted they won't always be here. Random thought #9 Why when I wrote random though #8 did I start crying? Random thought #10 Are these thought even random? I mean I'm numbering them for crying out loud! Random thought #11 I love Laneecha and Jeffery SO MUCH! Man those two kids are the core of who I am each one of them possess everything about me that is Good, but being human they will also inherit some of the bad. Pray for them. Random thought #12 I hope people didn't read that last thought and think well she didn't mention Jon...I love him more than anyone will ever know, it's just sometimes I don't like him. Today is one of those days. Random thought #13 On December 17th, 2006 at 3 O'clock in the afternoon before God, Family and Friends I will become one with my soulmate. I love you *muah* Random thought #14 That white gurl that hit me from behind the other night is gonna pay for our Honeymoon! Lmaoooooo! Why do people drive if they are afraid too? And why when you get in an accident, the passenger always point out everything you did wrong and everything you need to do? He fussed at that white gurl so much the other night he made ME tell him shut up! He was giving me a damn headache! The damage was done all you can do is apologize pay for the damage and learn from your mistake. Random thought #15 Do people even read this thing? Random thought #16 My wedding dress is so beautiful! *smiling real hard* Why are photographers so expensive? Is there anybody out there who can snap some good pictures at my wedding and we pay you a couple of hundred dollars? You get to eat drink dance and be merry just as long as you snap the pictures we want! Randome thought #17 I am so sleepy...and I need to get my feet done, and why does my foot still hurt? You have just stepped inside the mind of AnGeL wItH a BrOkEn wInG have a blessed weekend

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