AUTHOR: QueenJoya TITLE: Neecha SO selfish moment #1 DATE: 2/16/2006 08:46:00 AM ----- BODY:

Yes I am having a very selfish moment...some say it's not I'm only human. I want my brothers! I miss my brothers so so much until it hurts from the inside out. I want to argue with Larry and then hug and make up. I want Jason to drive me to work and take my car while I am on desk lock down. I want Freddie to threaten to beat somebody if they ever hurt his little sister. I want Andre to follow my directions when I'm trying to teach him to do the bus stop dance. For a day I wish all of them were here, at one time. We could hang out in my yard and grill. Freddie and Larry can smoke some bud with momma, and crack jokes. Jason would be playing ball or the PS2 with Lamar, Jeffery and Jon. And me and Nina would be trying to teach Andre how to do the Bus Stop or the Bunny Hop or some other dance...that's my brother who really can't dance. Just having a selfish moment. I feel like crying but I won't because if they were here and saw me crying they would probably tease after they've managed to get me to stop.

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