AUTHOR: QueenJoya TITLE: I need a new toy DATE: 2/10/2006 12:07:00 PM ----- BODY:

See that didn't last too long not even a full 48 hours! Ya know what? I'll be done blogging when they shut blogger down! I'm addicted and I don't care who knows it! I love this forum it allows me to be myself. I can sit and play here all day...ramble all I want and you know what blogger doesn't say Neecha you're talking too much. I can be self centered, vain and this is my world so it does revolve around me *cheesing real hard* I want a laptop! I want the one on sale at BestBuy but they're out of stock online...how about that! And they don't have a BestBuy in Timbucktoo and they're all out of stock in B-ham. Let's see...Ok I've been more aware lately, aware of my surroundings aware of my behavior and aware of the words I speak and type. And with that awareness comes readjustment, I'm re adjusting my girdle right now...(don't look) my kids hate when I fix my girdle in public. Anywho it saddens me to say that I have yet again shortened my friends list. It's too much energy too much work and I became aware that these folks just weren't worth it so See Ya! It's been REAL...Peace and Blessings. Ok this is for the folk who have much to say about nothing...SHUT THE F**K UP! *wait I just told myself shut up as well* Sometimes I really need to, and I identify with that fact. Can you? This is gonna really help somebody...I don't know who it is but my little friend told me to tell u to brush your teeth your breath stinks...it smells like EWWWWW! Don't get mad at me get mad my little friend! Ya breath be on it! Ummm it's not that serious...it never is. Say what you mean and mean what you say cause u can't take it back and you damn sure can't change it. That's why when I open up this trap I am very careful about the words that come out of it. I learned from past experiences that words can kill just about any relationship...ask Big Chris he'll tell ya. He still apologizing for the things he's said. Umm take stock do the math you NOT ALL THAT, but hey my momma taught me that I am all that even if nobody else thinks so. It's ok to think highly of yourself I do. God showed me though...to think highly about myself but never exhalt myself or my gifts above him. I watch really creative and talented people use their gifts to glorify themselves and not God. I do know from reading the Bible that he will strip you down to nothing so u better get it right. I don't know much about nothing but you know what I know that I'm in a happy place! I get annoyed in my happy place sometimes but that's ok... Umm how come the happy place song not playing on my page? Mr Producer extrodinare can u upload the song u made for me so I can play it on my blog? While you're at it upload the other ones too so I can use them on my website and promote the new cd as well! It's hot to death yall! It's called "Look what I made for You" by Ice Grill. Ok we've established that I need a new toy, but until I find one I'll keep playing with my blog and annoying people and speaking my mind and glorifying my God in the process. Peace and Blessings People!

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